I'm starting to delve a bit more into the "fetish" side of the industry, and I admit that I get a vast array of interesting fetish requests. Some of these requests ranging from annoying, to down right disturbing. Sometimes I have to fix my psyche to think of something else in order to successfully deliver a fetish request that I find somewhat disturbing.
Take client A for instance. He's a professional, he seems sane, he's nice, but he has this weird infatuation with calling me the "N" word during a session. He's offered me this large amount of money to be able to call me a "Nigger" a few times. At first, I was thinking that accepting his offer would be like selling my soul to the Devil, but at the same time I had to remember that in this industry, fantasies sells. He probably already throws the word around at home when he's in private like so many others do. So if living out your non violent "Jim Crow" fantasy is going to heighten your sexual arousal, and at the same time make me paid, then sadly enough...I'm game.
Fortunately for me, he didn't want to go through with the "Nigger" part because he said that I was way too nice for that sort of blatant disrespect. I don't know what really made him change his mind.
Did he suddenly realize that this idea of his was in fact idiotic? Or did he just come to the realization that his small brain was stuck in an oppressive, non-progressive era, and just maybe the idea was in fact a turn-off. Not to mention the fact that this "nigger" was actually educated, nice, friendly, articulate, and financially stable, which sorta made his idea seemed somewhat stupid and uncalled for!
Who knows! |
